Mid Life Crisis?

Ok so I have been lagging on my blogging. I haven't blogged in two weeks. During this time I was laid off of my job which has been pretty hard for me. Thrown me off a bit since my mother lost her job as well so I'm hanging on by a string right now. In the process I've been trying to concentrate on my school work which has been a little distracting, hence my lack of blogging, but I'm doing the best I can. This past week I had a chance to visit a professional photographer's studio. It was an eye opening experience. I honestly was listening to him talk about the expense and financial part of owning the studio but all I could think about was how much I still have yet to learn. I'll be honest I was a bit intimidated, but excited as well. I could see myself doing it but I realized I have a long way to go. This is a scary realization for someone who is 25 and still has no degree or work experience in this field. But I'm in the holiday spirit right now and honestly my mood is higher than ever. I know I have a lot of work to do but I'm confident I can do it. Now that I have free time and ::crosses fingers:: getting unemployment, I'm thinking of going on a mission to getting a job or finding a studio of any type to go work for free. Ambition...on a mission for ambition.